Tuesday, 20 March 2012

Scared again

I had pulpitations last night and my gp is aware of them and a month ago I had a ecg and he said its either stress or anxiety and hormones wont cause heart problems. But my worried mind just constanly fears the worst.

When I am not worrying I am happy with the effects / changes and life is brighter but I just dont want to be scared anymore.

Monday, 19 March 2012

Hormones nhs

I went to see gp and she kindly arranged blood tests and she was willing to prescribe on the NHS ,so no need to go to London for blood tests or hormones.

Had a nice time with parnts tonight ,we went out for dinner and the place was nice and food was too but sadly mums gammon was tough ,they gave us free desert at the resturant.

We all had a lovely time.

My parents food came first ,parents waitied for my food to come before they ate .it was about two mins behind.
It was nice ,because they have not done that before.

Was a lovely evening and we stopped at Sainsbury to pick up pizza ,just incase

Now we stopping for coffee.

Sarah x
P.s am happier and can relax now my source of hormones are sorted and I got to collect tomorrow.

Up and running or so I think

Just finished working on racer and going to take it for a quick 1 mile spin. She will be my ride for the summer "yay"


Day ahead

Today hopefully my gp will prescribe hormones on the NHS and I can hopefully get blood tests done. Dr lorimer asked my gp if he would kindly take over the prescription and my kind of ignored it.

I just taken hormones ,running low on them. Am going to do some work in the garden today. Then off to drs and then out for late mothersday dinner, as could not book a place on mothers day.

I feel positive this morning. Got the dentist towards the end of the week "not looking forward to" ,who does look forward to dentist appointments? ,well maybe if he was hot tehe.

Sun is out again and it lifts my spirit high. Its seemed a long time. I love the sunshine and warm days when I can tour the countryside on my bike.

22 miles + I usually travel ,maybe I will go further this time. Sarah wants to be a fit girl tehe.

Thanks for visiting my blog.

Sunday, 18 March 2012

Feeling calmer

Feeling calmer @ lovin my breats which seem to growing more by the day

Pounding

Scared because heart is racing. Got to try
and stay calm.

Update re oh dear

They didnt see me "yay" big smiles. Mum went over to see them but they didnt come over.