Only a few days to go until I go for bood tests, very anxious. My parents I think dont understand and I dont think I can help them understand. I think I am getting worse lately. When i read books I only get the gist of what the book is about ,on some chapters I get lost and my memory is not very good.
I keep forgetting stuff.
I maybe should sit down and talk with my parents about stuff but I just feel that they dont want to know. I could give them the info sheet I have on hormones and I know they would not want to read it.
I am happy being myself "a girl". I just wonder some times if there is any hope for my future or am I condemming myself fo a much harder life ,but I know if i am not true to myself and deny who I really am then I wont have a life, not to long ago I was close to removing myself from this world. When it comes to it I do whatever it takes to be myself ,no matter what happens I will continue to move forward.
Sarah x x x
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