Long overdue update

A lot has happened these past few months.

Things got bad at home ,I had to leave , I lived with a friend for a week and it didn't work out.

I stayed in a b&b for a while and eventually I came back home. It was not long before I broke down
In to tears. To cut a long story short iv been living full time at home for a while, I have been spending time with my friend up in London "I can't thank her enough and I doubt I would be a life if it was not for her"

Iv been to see dr Curtis and now iv got to wait for blood tests and hopefully I start hormones. This month seems like the longest wait of my life and to be honest I feel lost, I am just moping around the house , trying to sort things out but my heart longs for my next appointment with dr curtis and to see my friend again.

I can only imagine how I will fell when I pick up my first prescription for hormones. I think it will be a emotion day.